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I adore heels & cardigans, and anything else that make me smile. oh, and i'm in love with the greatest guy ever!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

he finally caught me.

I waited so long to feel whole again to fell as though maybe I could fall for some one else. But then there you were as you always are, and I fell right back in love with you. The only difference this time is that you caught me.

my body makes me giggle.

When I cross my arms over my torso my body thinks for a split second that you’re holding me because you do it so often, I can’t help but smile at the fact that my body misses you so much it mistakes itself for you.


Every time you kiss me I turn as red as a strawberry. but that’s ok because I love strawberries, but no where near as much as i love your kisses.

Friday, September 11, 2009

these nights i spend alone

So many nights there has been that I’ve spent starring at the stars wondering where you are. Wondering if you’re thinking about me, or whether you’re thinking of another girl. How I’ve longed to be with you on these nights, just to be in your arms and to have the warmth of your body surround me is all I ever wish for.

to be happy

To be happy means simply to be satisfied with your life, and as long as I have you are in my life, I will be satisfied.

that spark

You always do this to me. You always know just how to relight that spark inside of me. And to be honest, I live for that feeling; I live to feel that spark inside of me burn like wild fire. This is the feeling you give me.

my heart beat

Even from the simple thought of you name my heart beat quickens, for it longs to be close to you, just as I long for you always.

the heart wants what the heart wants

The heart wants what the heart wants; none of us have anymore power over what we feel than we do over when the sun rises and falls.

one word from you

You really have no idea do you of how you can make me feel better with one word when no one else can make me happy with endless sentences.

i'm so happy

It seems I’m getting my wish, how I’ve longed for it, and I do believe I don't remember the last time I was quite so happy, you did this to me and for that I thank you.


I would rather fight with you than kiss anyone else.

our love affair

I wonder if our love affair could last forever, if that would be true then please find a moment longer, because with you forever seems like a day.

when you're away

Though you’re miles away I feel like you’re right next to me,
in the morning, when the sun streams through my parted curtains, it feels as if your hands are on my skin. The next time I see you, I swear, I will kiss you and it will be everything and more than I expected it to be.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

so over it

I'm sick and tired of running in circles for you
just go and find another girl, cos this ones had enough.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

let me know.

if you still feel the same please let me know,
'cos these days it seems i'm in this by myself.


can't you see how you affect me?
please, either take me now,
or let me go, i can't take this anymore.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

happy moments.

it seems i'm getting my wish,
how i've longed for it,
and i do believe i don't remember
the last time i was quite so happy,
you did this to me and for that i thank you.

Friday, June 26, 2009

whats the point?

please let me know if there's a point to me trying,
or if i'm just wasting my time on something special
that i'll never be able to be apart of.

Thursday, June 25, 2009


you really have no idea do you,
just how you can make me feel better
with one word when no one else can
make me better with endless sentences.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009


as i go over the situation again and again,
it seems i'm forever traveling in a circle of
thoughts in my head of how i wish it could be.

is there any truth?

you tell me a lie, which you believe to be the truth,
so it seems my lies are your truth and in turn my truth are your lies.

as i turn away.

as i turn away from you, once again i find myself giving you another chance,
he wants to be mine, but i want to be yours, my minds got me thinking
can you please help me choose between the one i love & the one who loves me?

Sunday, June 7, 2009

a love to call my own

oh how i wish some one would love me for once,
so i could feel the warmth i know they would give to me with all their heart.

how could i

how could i fall for you again?
how could i make the same mistake in thinking,
maybe he'll love me back this time...

sitting in the backround

as i sit in the backround watching people walk by me i wonder to myself,
could i stay like this forver, would anyone actually notice?

no other like mine.

as i look to the books stacked on top of one another on my
bedside table i think to myself, there is no story telling of a
love which was never loved in return.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

more than friends

you know we're more than just friends,
so please stop trying to pretend that that's all there really is.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

dreams of you

dreaming of the perfect day, of course you are there,
how silly of me to feel surprised by your face,
surprised because you hurt me, surprised because i can't feel a thing.

years from now

i have been dreaming about years from now, how it would be.
never having to worry what tomorrow will bring,
just living each day as it comes.

you stain my lips

i once dreamed of your lips entwined with mine.
i dreamed of your lips staining mine with your kiss.

one more day

If I should die before I wake,
I beg of the god, bestow on me one more day,
So I can tell him how much he means to me,
Just once I wish to see those eyes see me,
The me I know, as no one else does, or will ever again.

a kiss on my hand

A sweet kiss upon my hand from your lips
is simply a reminder of what i would always wish.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

stay with me.

if i should leave, would you miss me?
but if i should stay, than you would forget me.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

i want you.

as we get closer i can feel the desire,
let me go so i can move on,
if you want me take me, but don't lead me on.

Monday, May 4, 2009

don't ask.

to ask a question & not want to hear the answer,
is something i know & wish i didn't.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

sorrow for a love unknown

Tell me how I would forget the love I once felt, no I shall not, I will remember is sorrow for a love lost with out it ever being found. But that is over so the sorrow I feel is not present, but for the past in which my tears would fall for a love not known to anyone but me.

look rather than listen

My blushing lips & cheek would surely tell you more if you would wish to seek my words. Look rather than listen, unless it is to listen to my heart it calls for yours to be as one beat, instead of being alone as you have left it.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

fading away

i need to think for a while, so i start to block everyone out,
and fade away into my own little world,
how could they possibly understand how i feel about you.

a dog eared page

as i leave a dog eared page on my favourite book,
i start to think, how silly it is to leave things that remind me of you,
as if i don't think of you enough already.

Friday, April 17, 2009

my silent tears.

in silence i grieve that my heart could forget, my spirit deceive.
if i should see you after so many years how would i greet you?
only with silence & tears.

your love.

even from the thought of your name my heart beat quickens.
for it longs for your love. it longs for your love to be its own..
it beats for this and only this dream of love, this love which seems is never for it to have.

my real home.

It seems this place feels more like my home than any other house & when i leave, the solitude i have is what i will miss. for thinking of your sweet kiss and never having to think never is all i could ask for. in this place means a dream is forever & a day. this unforgettable place is where i would like to stay....forever & always.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009


Your body is as such of an angels.
if angels could compare than these of an angel would surely be scarce.

Saturday, March 28, 2009


to just let go of my fears,
and dance in my room,
listening to my favorite song, thinking,
how easy live would be,

if i could always just be me.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

fly away blue bird

little blue bird fly away from here,
your innocence is to close to the way i live.
please fly away & one day i will think of the little blue bird
who's song made me think of a better way to live.

dreams of you

dreaming of the perfect day, of course you are there, how silly of me to feel surprised by your face, surprised because you hurt me, surprised because i can't feel a thing.